all i know

If you were to ask me what the most used phrase in my vocabulary was,
it would be a tie between
“I’m sorry.”
and
“fuck.”
See, the two biggest fears in my life,
are the fear of being a failure,
and the fear of being convenient.
I hide behind a veil of
“I’m fine.”
and
“It’s okay.”
and
I’m sorry.”
because I don’t know how else to react.
Confrontation is my Beast,
but i’m no Beauty.
I’m only locked in this room of self-doubt
because it’s all I know. 

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